TIRED

By Melia Hudgin

This is an unreleased song I wrote about my personal struggles of dealing with a loved one who has an addiction.

I thought you were dead today

and i broke down and cried

i was so fucking far away

and i thought that you died

i grabbed my knife

i wanna cut you open

i wanna cut the addiction out of you

i wanna cut you open

i wanna see the person i once knew

im so tired

i’m so tired

of the people you hurt

of the bridges you burn

i thought i could be what you needed

now i see that no one else could be that

i’m so tired

i’m so tired