TIRED
By Melia Hudgin
This is an unreleased song I wrote about my personal struggles of dealing with a loved one who has an addiction.
I thought you were dead today
and i broke down and cried
i was so fucking far away
and i thought that you died
i grabbed my knife
i wanna cut you open
i wanna cut the addiction out of you
i wanna cut you open
i wanna see the person i once knew
im so tired
i’m so tired
of the people you hurt
of the bridges you burn
i thought i could be what you needed
now i see that no one else could be that
i’m so tired
i’m so tired
