“Why’d you do those things to me”

By Melia Hudgin




This song is one of my earliest songs, it’s originally produced and was inspired by a very abusive relationship I was in. I understand that a lot of songs in the media romanticize abusive relationships and I was trying to highlight that with the lyrics “the f**ked up thing is, the only thing I want, is to see your face again.”


This song also delves into my relationship with alcohol at the time and how I used it to try and forget the abuse. The cover art is done by my dear friend Lewis Bunce



woke up to you

killing me

in my dreams

last night


and i wasn’t surprised


you came close a couple times


i had to leave

it wasn’t right


i felt so numb

you made me bleed all night


why’d you do those things to me

(why’d you do em)


and the fucked up thing is


The only thing I want

Is to see your face again

(see your face again)


Cuz I can't begin to comprehend

All the fucked up shit you did to me


You put a gun to my head

You said you’d pull the trigger

What if I was better off dead

Disfigured


You watched the lights flicker


get me a 40

I’ll drink some more liquor


to get you off my mind


i dream about you every single night

and think about you during the day

when are you gonna come for me?


To finish me off

and the fucked up thing is

The only thing I want

Is to see your face again

(see your face again)


Cuz I can't begin to comprehend

All the fucked up shit you did to me


You put a gun to my head

You said you’d pull the trigger

What if I was better off dead

Disfigured


You watched the lights flicker


get me another 40


I’ll drink some more liquor




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